Cordons Cove

I sit on a large rock inside the cove looking out at the ocean holding my dagger, my angel Yulia is floating beside me
Yulia - Are you sure you want to do this?
Yes Yulia, all I ever cause people is grief and misery, I never do anything right for anyone, they say they care about me, but you are the only one I ever could rely on
Yulia - Why dont you go back to your mother then Millie?
No, she has too much to do without me getting in the way
Tears roll down my eyes and Yulia wipes them away for me
I dont belong to this world, I was a mistake, both my parents gave me up cause they didnt want me, I am still in love with Sasuke, but he doesnt love me either......
I raise up my dagger
Yulia - Just think about it some more before killing yourself Millie, you have so much to live for still, you will find someone else, believe me
I keep my dagger at the ready as I think about this

I flicker in on a rock beside holding the hand that you had the kunai in

(I wrote dagger thank you very much)
Yulia grabs your hand looking very mad - You get your filthy hands of her now!!!!
I look at Yulia and sigh
Let him go Yulia
She lets go of you but looks mad
What do you want?
I look at you

nothing I was just passing by and saw you lifting up your dagger, so I thought you were gonna kill yourself
I look at you and let go of your hand

I am going to kill myself, I bring too much misery to everyone, the one I love loves another, he doesnt want me at all. I am just worthless to him and all around me, my parents let someone else raise me who beat me everyday for no reason at all. He used me and disposed of me when I was not needed anymore, so why should I stay alive? Sasuke is better off without me around to confuse him, he deserves happyness, and as long as I live, he will never find it. He deserves to be happy with Saia. I tried to find love with someone else, but I kept thinking of Sasuke. I am better off dead

Sasuke?, he's my sensei I smile as I look at you There must be a reason why he's dating Sai mabey you said something to him?

*flickers* sup guys?((dude i cybered with sasuke on msn XD ))